Benny Speaks ;
9:17 PM, Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ;
i have a weak heart...
it just runs away every so often, n falls n breaks itself...
well, e threads holding each piece to e souls getting weak n weary...
n so is e mind tats always trying to deny e heart reality...
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Benny Speaks ;
9:34 AM, Monday, April 28, 2008 ;
dressed like a weekend clubber, but infact, its just work on monday~
wats more, its sentosa =\
*
sigh sigh sigh*
comeon~ whos filling in?
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Benny Speaks ;
1:00 AM, ;
feeling rather light headed~
for all those hours, it was fun n carefree =)
but yet...
when loneliness creeps in...
its just me against e whole world again...
*
sigh*
...
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Benny Speaks ;
2:04 AM, Saturday, April 26, 2008 ;
back from a week of Food & Hotel Asia 2008 (FHA 2008)!!!
fun as hell, although its tiring like mad =D
blur me with rather many screw ups =( but generally well received by everyone =)
maybe its just e australians, n e atmosphere they generated, for ppl to really appreciate me for once? or maybe its e coffee... hmmm...
either way, 3 strands of hair added =)
weird looking...
but its freaking cheap!!! n its done =P
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Benny Speaks ;
4:06 PM, Saturday, April 19, 2008 ;
todays probably 1 of e worst days of my life...
sry guys if i'm totally annoying today...
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Benny Speaks ;
11:26 PM, Thursday, April 17, 2008 ;
enlistments 25th july, bmtc school 2, 7 weeks of modified bmt (for e weaklings)...
heres e general plans till then:
-with sentosa till end of june.
-possible mc bday celebration.
-definite needed overseas trip.
at 21 tis year, its too late to change anything... lamenting my fate seems unpractical, but its all i can do for e rest of my life...
throwing tis life away seems rite...
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Benny Speaks ;
12:52 AM, ;
benny wenny, it has come to e time tat u're literally by urself
IN UR OWN WORLD...
theres just no 1 to spill out on, or find comfrot from anymore...
tired tired tired... each breathing moment is a conscious torment...
light my way
Benny Speaks ;
2:00 PM, Wednesday, April 16, 2008 ;
singapore flyer~
FUN~ cam whoring machine =D
its back to work at
SIANtosa~ cashier office, so
NOT tat boring =P
GST OFFSET!
PAYDAY!
EXTRA JOB!
camera seems so near now =D
kekeke can't wait!
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Benny Speaks ;
12:40 AM, Sunday, April 13, 2008 ;
my my "
FATHER~" wat vengeful spirit u have~
even slptalkings all about "
FUCKER~" ...
n "
CHEEBYE LAH~" ...
how i wish i can love u for tat cuteness but my apologise on tat =(
enough
IS enough...
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Benny Speaks ;
4:31 PM, Saturday, April 12, 2008 ;
new haircut looking gd =)
issues with life =\
gotta learn a few things:
1. Don't Make Someone A Priority When You're Just An Option.
2. Be More Understanding.
...
kinda hard rite ?
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Benny Speaks ;
11:03 PM, Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ;
bummer bummer bummer~
everything else's a facade =(
only gd sex is reality =D
sadly tat doesn't happen often either =(
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Benny Speaks ;
1:37 AM, Thursday, April 3, 2008 ;
i swear sentosas
FUCKING creepy to the max =(
break time~ (finally)
mooolahs in short supply =(
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