its real nice bitching bout ur bosses =)

n its even nicer to bitch bout certain ppl IN THEIR FACE =D

kekekekekeke~



tis is 1 fucking day alrite =\

shoulder aches
slightly burned back
fatigue

n payday seems so far~

even further when ivy stretches tat day twisted n long =\



grrr~ its WORKDAY~

=(

"KUMI CHAN~ doko dano???"



its MOMS PAYDAY!!!

hooray!!!

n its a tiresome ytd (monday)... =(

no matter...

now tat i've decided to stop emo-ing, i'm feeling so LOST now!!! =(

emo-ing seems so FUN now!!! =D



i've thought about it~

n i shall EMO no more over YOU~

=D

y shd i please u when there r other ppl whom appreciate n acknowledges me tat deserves my attention?



its a fuggin boring day today~ lazing had its charms ytd, just not today =(

i wanna go out, but theres just no 1 there... nowhere to go... no time to hangout...

not to mention not having any money to spend =\



EMO-THERAPHY - works wonders~

with TAT, i'm almost there~ since i've discovered tat theres hell lot more pressing n distressing problems for me to attend to =\

my usual "thx n apologise" billboard again =)

1. thx to popcorner nick for having me over at his place last nite n sry too for messing up e place n being sucha difficult guest =P
2. thx skating peeps for being such fun loving ppl =D
3. thx mommy (yes mom, i love u~ just so happen u thought "blog" was a pudding) for providing *ahem ahem* =)

"meesa ish nidz er break~"

n more so, longer opening hours in lalaland pls~ checking out every 8-or-so hours just wun cut it =(



i so can't slp... dunno y =\

maybe its e weather...

maybe i'm stressing myself...

maybe it all just falls back into tat 1 problem...

LOVE

rite now, theres quite a few ppl on my mind...

n impossibilties, is wat i'm feeling towards current relationships with em...

tis so suck~ especially when mommy almost caught u wanking tis early in e morning =\



stay tis way shunshine =D

little benny n momo wants to play~

lalala~



a million thx (again) to dearest e potato hindi guy i was working with (sry to u too) n popcorn-er nicholas =) its a lousy day at work n u guys made it SOOO much better~

yikes~

i miss my great sex marathon nearly 2 years back =(

marie antoinette POSTER!!!

marie antoinette DVD!!!

PS: GOOD NEWS!!! my left ears UNBLOCKED (after 3 1/2 months) =)



i have a half-chinese-half-ang moh turn half-chinese-half hindi manager =\

i swear he's a fruitcake =\ he smells of indian spice~

but he takes his mcnuggets without curry o.O

must b e years of potato kekeke



its a disgusting day at work =(

mud cup (of tea)... yuck~



i'm so convinced tat some ppl exist to screw up ppls life =\

well... can't blame em i suppose?

my bad for letting shit happen straight in e face...

now now~ its a fucking boring day ahead...



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for application or suitable recommandation to fill up tat empty space, kindly "nudge" me at wobblemyfragilebutt@gmail.com =)

PS: u know wat i want lah~



tribute to UNCLE JEFF!!! (not tat he's dead, he's just entering hell~)

(e one on e left) a pal worth rmbering n treasuring, i've probably spent 1/4 of my free time (since knowing him) hanging out with him w/o the rest of e usual peeps =)

thx for being there sometimes, just for being there =) lolz

ANYWAY~

last evening we (e usual peeps; me, nikomomo, derek+macy, theodore, mother wong, mommy ang (gu kuey) and mama chua) had a "farewell" dinner for BELOVED uncle jeff =)

e food was gd =)
e humours were gd ^^
they kept coming~
rampant laughter hahaha

just wat i needed~ thx so much guys =)

n thx too to nicholas for asking on me =)

i just have so many ppl to thank n so many apologise to give... i wonder when it'll end =\

hahaha for now, i'll just enjoy tis tranquil weather n think not bout things today =)



i'm down... i'm broken... n i'm extremely tired...

need a break... help...

thx to kenny n benji (especially to benji), for e support i needed at work today... thx guys...

not much left to say... e major part of me letting outs more or less over...

still, its a long nite ahead...



somehow, today feels pretty bright n sunny for me =)

time past rather quickly at work doing CLEANING (hahaha) n tat 2 hours stuck at suntec fooling around with benji was just plain silly-stupid-kiddish fun =D

CHEAP THRILL~

but hey~ it doesn't just end there~ with only 5 (or maybe 6) transactions in total (raking up a nifty amount nearing half a k), leaves e 2 of us plenty of time to talk-crap-sing-song-play-mahjong~

all tis just seems to help me forget about everything; every other shit tat happened e past 6 days (effectively from last wednesday nite)~

*FLUSH~* flush all down e drain~

like Dido sang: "I WON'T go down with this SHIT~" yup, tats me~ so BENNY!!! (somehow) u're important to n recognized by some (SOME) ppl around u~ take pride (n most importantly, comfort) in tat~

cool~ i'm beginning to see myself in a whole new different cloudy light now =)



ytd was a big "HUH?"

1. working with denny (slack! so glad ivy can't see tis =x)!
2. gd sales (hooray)! =)
3. not much work to do (refer to point 1)!

n with all tat, its a fugging SLOW n BORING day at work =\

e irony,
e paradox,
e sianzation~ -_-

time to catch up on pokemon now~



CSA CTs tml, n i'm proud to annouce tat i'm DOOM u hear me???

DOOM!!!

with tat said, its time to salvage e situation =\ coz wats worse den failing a CT paper (again) is to hear mamas ear-piercing screams n constant nagging =(

time to tootieee off to pom pom n off to some starfucks joint to STARLEEE~

yes u heard me rite~ i'm gonna go STARLEEE~ =)

oh yah i'll eat back my words on e 'work losing its charm' thingy =)



say hi to dorkie~

exactly as e sign reads =)

emo emos more like e word...

its just me in a big empty world, inside out...

PS: working has lost its charm =\



arghhh...

its another workday again =(

another tiresome day of smiling...

*YAWNZ~* everythings a chore~



today (effectively ytd)

IS FUCK~

sweet =\

no *ka-ching* tis month -_-

now tis TOO is fuck~



"Excuse me~ why do you live?"

"I'm sorry~ do you have an answer?"

...

...

...

emo Emo EMO~

i'm surprise how easily ruffled i am... n how easily i give my trust out to ppl...

I JUST WAN MY HEELYS PLS~

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