Benny Speaks ;
1:58 AM, Friday, December 28, 2007 ;
my feelings now, in a nutshell:

confused
sad
dejected

=(

on e lighter note, whacky shy kenneth got snubbed on 98.7~ nice try darling~ u made a boring offday slightly more enjoyable =)

LMAO~ yesh~ really was =)


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Benny Speaks ;
2:07 AM, Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ;
LEAVING CHECK IN 6!!! DAYS!!!

fucked up job, fucked up bosses...

ball-less fag bitches~


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Benny Speaks ;
12:11 AM, Monday, December 24, 2007 ;
work at CHECK is becoming a DREAD...

seems like its time to end work life n begin surviving on mommy for awhile (sry to say, till mid march) =(

n YOU!!! i guess i'm just another random "cute guy" u fancied on for awhile, n turn n grow cold again when u tire his pressence n constant smses?

...

how i wish tat was true, den at least my heart breaks now rather den later...

but i guess i'll nvr know wld i... ?

time benny wenny falls back into a slp again~ coz in reality, e gd stuffs, r only part of an 8 hr dream~

zzz~

on a lighter note, advance MERRY X'MAS TO ALL (its x'mas eve guys~) =) happy wishes, n e best of a new year!

...

*grumbles grumbles*

back to emo mode~


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Benny Speaks ;
12:59 AM, Friday, December 21, 2007 ;
tired... period.

just get outta my head...


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Benny Speaks ;
10:37 PM, Friday, December 14, 2007 ;
check xmas gathering last nite. kinda messed up, but still it was kinda fun.

got a PINK crumpler pouch for gift exchange, n tiny breads from tat japanese bakery in holland v, pretty gay i wld say =)

past week was all... work work work?

which kinda sucks =\

amk hubs having late nite shopping today, n guess who stays till 12 with asia alone?

...

neh neh pok =(

...

only consolations tat i get to turn up for work LATE~ (not much later anyway)...

lifes a bitch, especially when friends r asking u out n u don't have e time (n money) to =\


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Benny Speaks ;
11:06 PM, Monday, December 10, 2007 ;
NEW FONE!!!

n my god its sexy~ =)

well, e past weeks over... e ups n downs were... well, rather enjoyable =)

n nows e beginning of another race; countdown to NEXT payday =\, n another period of longings, hopes, n wishful thinkings~

neh neh pok~ i have bad feeling bout work =\

from wat i've been hearing from small gal, things don't look optimistic for me.

EEEVILLLLLLLLL i tell yaaaaaaaaa~

i sense a disturbance in e force =\

anyway, i really wish U were here =) coz ur every msg, every greeting, n every little bit of concern means a hell lot to me tis days~


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Benny Speaks ;
1:00 AM, Friday, December 7, 2007 ;
ytd (5th dec), was 1 hell of a day~

rain~
meaningless fustration~
lotsa running around~

n generally, releasing all my bottle up feelings inside me, in e tiny hope n wishful wishes i made!!! =D

boss seems to b appreciative of my work thus far though, which seems gd.

elaines sucha bitch =\ i dun feel like teaching her anything (which is to my disadvantage) booohooo~

BENNY WENNY!!! its PAYDAY!!!

woootz~
woootz~
WOOOOOOOOO~

about time =\


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Benny Speaks ;
12:29 AM, Tuesday, December 4, 2007 ;
i'm damn tired~ ...

n e fact tat SOOO much happened last week, plus e seemly nvr ending burden of TAKING CHARGE of (seemingly) NEW staffs, just aren't making things better =\

look on e bright side, new gal sophie's pretty hot n pretty n sweet =)

stupid beng jocks aren't know tat shes potato~

looking forward to tis weekend; ZOUKOUT!!! n offday (finally on a proper weekend) =) provided i can get my pay cheque UNCROSSED on friday =\

tired... n brains running amok~

hekp~


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Benny Speaks ;
2:48 AM, Saturday, December 1, 2007 ;
biggest greatest thx to JUSTIN for accompanying me tonite from 10 to 2!!! =)

even though i didn't tell u y (n most probably u wun b reading tis), thx (again) for just crapping through tis nite with me...

n special thx to ALICIA~ for being sucha great support (n partly coz u're in a difficult position) =)


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