Benny Speaks ;
1:07 AM, Wednesday, October 31, 2007 ;
did i also mention tat tis October seems to b going AWFULLY slow?


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Benny Speaks ;
12:33 AM, ;
happy halloween suckers~

1 debt down (hopefully), another in 5 days =(

1st time i'm posting lyrics from a song in tis blog ^^

heres Stop Crying Your Heart Out by Oasis, just a tiny part:

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

just e song everytime i think of you...

spent mooolahs, can b earned...
spent emotions n tears, lost forever...

emo emo EMO~ =)


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Benny Speaks ;
1:46 AM, Monday, October 29, 2007 ;
i feel like e single, most fucked up individual there can ever be around...


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Benny Speaks ;
12:00 PM, Saturday, October 27, 2007 ;
e 100th post WASN'T PLEASANT at all, so's e 101st~ =\

with tat, spells lots of things...

benny wenny~ benny wenny~

...

bah~


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Benny Speaks ;
10:44 PM, Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ;
so i suppose, my existence is 1 not valued, not meant, but a total accident?

yes lifes a bitch, had i more courage to, i wld jump rite off e window now...

when 2 of e most lifes most significant pieces fail, life just aren't have any values left...


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Benny Speaks ;
3:48 PM, Monday, October 22, 2007 ;
my ADRENOS BLACK SERIES FREE SKATES r vry PRETTY~ (courtesy of alicia) =)

needs some time to season my LEGS for it 1st though =(

tired tired tired...

n vry hungry at work at tat =(

grrr~


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Benny Speaks ;
11:39 AM, Sunday, October 21, 2007 ;
bah~

...


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Benny Speaks ;
11:39 AM, Saturday, October 20, 2007 ;
my oh my oh my~

2nd time i got repremanded by a kid over either a "__" or a "fuck" word in e past 24 hours =)

when u kids reach my age, u'll understand y...

now... wat makes me think tat my mentality's anywhere more mature den em? =\

*sigh*


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Benny Speaks ;
1:54 AM, ;
FUCK~

n to think tat skating n all wld help =\

i'm still lost... tired n slightly depress with recent happenings...

billing cycles on e 5th~ means FUCK~ i can't go on a shopping spree to feel any better =(

SEE~ FUCK~

zzz zzz zzz zzz zzz zzz zzz zzz zzz


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Benny Speaks ;
1:23 PM, Thursday, October 18, 2007 ;
booohooo~ at suntec rite now, ALONE!!!

karston just came, random.

depress, after all e months on pushups, from pathatic 20 to a respectable 60, i STILL can only do 3 pull ups/chin ups/watever =(

haiz~

*hungry*

new job, full time, at check, heerens. do come visit =) coz i'm risking my social life, freedom, n HER~ (hope u do understand arr) =\

*thirsty*

enlistments in MARCH!!! MARCH GOD DAMMIT!!! !@#$%^&*()_+

haiz~

ish teh sianz

zzz zzz zzz


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Benny Speaks ;
1:23 PM, Monday, October 15, 2007 ;
my days at popcornpop are NUMBERED~

yup i'm leaving tat wonderful job i loved n bragged about (in e past) =\ since enlistment is INEVITABLY in march 08yr, time to gain some other experience elsewhere n earn more MOOOLAHS which i'm in desprate need of =(

i really need a gd rest, mainly coz i've been slping on a make-shift MATTRESS *courtesy of sapphy for correcting my otherwise terrible spelling* (mattress only arr~) tats barely 2 inch thick for e past 3 weeks... backs killing, help

best moment so far wld still b tat nite at e chalet =)

IF ONLY everydays tat carefree, tat comfie, TAT nice bed =(

mooolahs arr mooolahs~ take me away n MAKE ME UR SLAVE~

'-'
work work~


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Benny Speaks ;
7:57 PM, Monday, October 8, 2007 ;
with e EVIL BEAST tamed, the PRINCE getting his PRINCESS n the KINGDOM restored...

HAPPY ENDING!!!

den comes e sequel =\

where e ROYAL TREASURY runs LOW, n e "gold-plated" princes BED missing...

SHIET~

e elders down at e royal poster gallery aren't particularly in gd mood recently as well =\


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